<---------- Lokai Bracelet
The bracelet is infused with elements sourced from the highest and lowest points on earth. The white ball, carrying water from Mt. Everest and the black ball, holding mud from the Dead Sea. So whether you are on top of the world, or down on your luck, Lokai reminds us to stay humble, hopeful and always moving forward. Find your balance.
I wear this bracelet everyday and recommend one to anyone who doesn't have one already:)
This weekend was another tough one. Not only on the basketball court but mentally....
I was on the bus on the way to Byogoszcz ( a 6hr drive) and I almost cried... I didn't actually shed a tear I just had that lump in my throat. I haven't cried since the 3rd day here so it was strange. I was texting my sister and brother and maybe thats why and I just was having one of those days.. idk....
Our game was a disaster... and when I say disaster I mean we lost by 50, yes 50.. not a typo. I have never lost by 50 in my life I don't think.. anyways, we looked like the bad news bears. The team we played shot lights out while we were struggling to even get into our sets. We definitely weren't the same team this weekend as we were last weekend but sometimes you will have that.
Again the crowd was great. So many fans which I love. I would love it more if I was playing like myself. I am still struggling on the court and am almost embarrassed.
I am making stupid mistakes , overthinking everything, and honestly feel so out of place. When I stepped on the court in college I was always so confident. Not cocky.. just confident. Right now I don't have that confidence but I am finding it.
The way we play here is so much different than I have ever played before. Basketball can be different depending on your coach, the style of basketball he or she implements, or system they believe in, the discipline of the team and more. I have always been told what is great about the way I play is my versatility..... its time to be versatile.
I need to be tough, a leader, and a motivator. Thats who I am and I need to quit worrying about offending anyone or overstepping boundaries. I care too much about winning to let myself become WEAK................
I AM STRONG
I AM TOUGH
I AM RESILIENT
I AM PASSIONATE
I AM DETERMINED
I AM DISCIPLINED
I AM RELIABLE
I AM COURAGEOUS
I AM BRAVE
I AM A BASKETBALL PLAYER....
I AM A GOOD BASKETBALL PLAYER
I need to reming myself that this is who I am... it's time I start acting like it
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